as u noe, moody is act a normal thing fr teenagers like me. so i'm trying to keep it away tht stupid thing frm me! bt i can't. it's really impossible to keep away. hell yeahh==" haaihh! and just now in BI lesson, i've studied about the teenage condition. WOW, it was awesome and there some of the content related to my LOL:p
as a teenager, i'm glad to b alive. smtimes my life is so exciting bt at other times it cn b boring. i often think a lot about myself, and often wonder who i'm or where i'm goin'. smtimes i feel i cannot cntrol my emotions and i need to go smewhere private to think quietly by myself.
teenage years are years of chnge: a movement frm childhood to adolescence, frm the familiar to the unfamiliar. even tho it's a time fr exploring, experimenting and adapting to new experiences, it cn b quiet frightening.
as i grow, i want to feel free to exercise rational thought and free will. if i show kindness to smeone less frtunate than myself or help my mother with housework it is bcause i really want to do it and not bcause i'm forced to do it.
as a teenager i smetimes wish tht i knew everythng and had the anw to every ques. in reality, i noe it will never happen. the truth is, every day of my life, there is smethng more to learn. smthng more to understnd and to explore, smthng tht will motivate and inspire me to b a better human being. this makes life exciting and worthwhile and i look frwrd to the breaking of a new dawn.
smtimes i feel hurt, awkward and emmbarassed when i mke a remark tht is not meant to b funny, yet ppl laugh. i'm extremely conscious of the opinions of others and have rather strong likes and dislikes. i believe other teenagers also think like me.
as a teenager, i'msmtimes MOODY. smtimes it's not easy to explain why i'm miserable bcause i'm not sure myself. at other times i'm eager to talk about serious things to my parents and teachers, bt i feel awkward and do not noe where to begin. i feel cnfused and in doubt. i feel tht some days my parents cntrol me as if i were still a child and yet, on other days, they seem to expect me to b more grown-up than i really am.
i noe my parents show their love fr me in defferent ways. smetimes they are friendly and listen well, they also mke a lot of sacrifices to give me better education, hols and outings. at times my parents show their love in ways i do not recognise easily.
they often seem annoyed, dissapointed and dissatisfied with my perfomance in sch. they're always urging me to make more acceptable friends and to seek more out of life. i despair smtimes when i see my parents' determination to make sure tht i make more of my life than they've done.it's not easy to understand their attitude bt i guess if i try to look deeper, i may begin to see the reasons fr theor behaviour. when my parents ask a lot of ques and even seem to b checking up on me, perhaps it's a sign tht they care?
meanwhile, i'm still exploring and experimenting, still learning about life and about myself. i believe rite now the most important thng to remember is tht i'm unique and i'm only young once. so i'm goin' to enjoy my teenage years and make chioces tht will ensure a hppy future fr myself.
